Date:	2004-12-14 17:45
Subject:	monistary
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired

we be goin to da monistary tonite! amanda and kyle be grillin thee for realz dogg. yum yum to the tum tum. hope lily doesn't get wasted. fo'realz. off da hizzy. holla!!

to everyone, we are doing a benefit for cancer the first two sundays and mondays of october. hair cuts are free with a 20 dollar donation. if you would like more info, email me at punkyblewster@yahoo.com. thank you

Date:	2004-09-14 13:51
Subject:	life can be so real
Security:	Public
Mood:	sympathetic
Music:	x-files

so last nite glen allen dave and i were sitting on the front porch. it was probably about one or two in the morning. a man probably in his late 30s early 40s walked up and spilled his guts to us. he had just been released from the hospital, and foud out he has shingles and is hiv positive. he is now living on the street. he has no family and was scared and alone. he asked us if we could help him so i got together a backpack, some soup in a cup, bagles and cream cheese, and some water. plus all the change i could gather up around the house. glen gave him like 20 dollars so he could catch the bus to the "y" and get a bed for the nite. when you meet someone like this you really start questioning your own life. why you buy so much crap, or order way too much food only to throw it away later. his name was michael. i hope he's okay.

I want everyone to know that I have the best husband ever. I love David Quan!

So, yesterday i got into trouble at great clips because monday i wore a tank top. now get this, the manager didn't even tell me to my face that its against their policy to wear tanks, she wrote me a note on a copy of the dress code. it went like this Amber- sleeveless shirts must be 3" in width at the top. failure to comply with the company standards will result in documentation(being written up) and you will be sent home without pay. don't you think it would've been alot easier to just tell me that in person, instead of killing a tree and spending 20 minutes writing that down?
Anyway, tonight is first friday corin and jess are in town so i think we are going with them. And Kansas wants us to hit up hot pink later. but if i'm going to hot pink i'm gonna have to go to bikini lounge first and get my over 21 drink on! sorry under-agers. i have to work until 9:30 though. ugh! hope everyone is well. Oh yea, Steph had us over the other nite. lots of fun. your new place is smokin' i love the mirrors they are fabulous! i met a buncha' peoples. regan and richie! you guys rock. regan: still working on the job for ya! see ya'll later

So, Monday i started Nia it's a yoga, martial arts, dance class. It's lots of fun and it's the best work-out ever. anyway, i was really scared to go by myself. i talked myself into going and then quickly talked myself out of it. then it took me an hour to talk myself back into going. So, i got into my car drove to 24hour fitness, and looked at the building as i drove right by. so i thought about it and turned around, i did this three times before actually pulling into the parking lot. then i sat in my car for about 10 more minutes smoking a cigarette. i had finally decided "just do it!" so i got out of my car, trembling with anticipation, an ASU bro-dog in front of me, i threw open the door and asked for a trial membership. i got a tour, the lady, Jennifer, made me do the cable machine. it was so hard. then i went to the class. it was amazing, i suggest that everyone take it. anyway, i have an interest now. so eat on that DAVE!

So i've started working two jobs to help support my wonderful husbands art career. it's going good so far, and he's a way better mom than me. so anyway, i hate my second job, it's like a conveyer belt of haircuts the only good thing is that it's 5 minutes from home so it's really convienent. it's so weird the people that come in there are alot like me, but i got alittle to big for my brittches at crimpers i acted alot more high class there unlike at the shit hole i work now. anyway fuck hair it gets all over the place and it gets in my shoes.

Date:	2004-06-22 12:41
Subject:	learning to pay online
Security:	Public
Mood:	busy
Music:	cops theme song

So, i decided to pay my bills online. since david quit, i know if he's home to get the mail, i will never see it. so this way i know it will get done. it's not as easy as it seems. well it is it just takes awhile. something a mother doesn't have time for. but maybe this will help me out alittle bit. last night i watched another day in paradise. it's a good movie, but i went to bed half way through it. oh-well i've seen it before.

Date:	2004-06-21 18:09
Subject:	just another day
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm

so, i went and did laundry today, called all the people i had to call, and took my mother to the car repair place. Lily played for an hour, she has almost mastered the fine art of rolling over. she got so excited she started laughing. it was so cute. she's finally asleep and now i have to map out the family adventure to OKLAHOMA! yea!! hope all is well out there in the big empty.

wow my first entry. i would have never even known this without dave. now i can talk bad about him and everyone will know including him. uhhh... ha ha stop! ha ha ha ha ha dont honey. hu huh huh huh i went bowling tonight. and i won twice. umm... i guess thats all.